There's something alive and moving inside of me!
It is part of me, and it is not part of me, subhanallah.
Maha suci Allah kerana memberi aku peluang hidup sebagai seorang wanita yang hamil. Terima kasih Allah, terima kasih Allah.
To all my sisters out there who are preggy or who once was, let's cry tears of gratitude together and beseech Allah to bathe our hearts in more and more Light: knowledge, gratitude, patience, love, etc.
Maha Suci nya Allah, Maha Agung nya Allah, dan Maha Tinggi dan Bersih nya Allah dari kecacatan, kesilapan, kelemahan. Tuhan yang mencipta system kemampuan 'seorang' manusia, untuk hidup dengan selamat dalam badan manusia lain.
Tuhan yang sama, yang telah masukkan 'software' untuk melahirkan dalam 'hardware' kita: badan wanita.
I feel that there will never be enough paper and ink to record the Praises and awe due for Allah, for THIS creation of His alone, yet He has created the whole world and everything in it!
Ya Allah! How great you are and how ingrateful and careless I am!
My baby kicks again, do you share this reverie with me, my child? Your mother is not always an obedient and calm and collected servant. No, not even after my first birth, I am not yet a steadfast servant. Eventhough my first birth was an event to me which was very, very meaningful in potraying to me Allah's mercy, tenderness and love, and simply, His Greatness.
Steadfast. Yazid wa yankus. Harap dan takut: khauf wa raja'. Sabr. Adjectives for the hasty and forgetful me. Thank you Allah, for chance after chance after chance after chance to dust myself up and try again, and for keeping my shortcomings a secret except that which I disclose, I repent for doing so.
He / she moves again, slowly. Thank you Allah. Thank you Allah..............
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