Looking at the sky makes me want to cry coz do I ever try to fly high enough to reach You?

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Free verse: Misery

These wounds
Those scars

The questions
The confusion

The pain
The nests on my head
Their faces
Their judgement
My feelings
My sadness
My solitude

Nothing but peaceful
No 

Strong?
Energy? 
Work? 
Contribution? 
Youth? 

Help!
Still seeking help...
Face
Faith
Spirit

Confusion
Tears...

Ulasan buku kanak-kanak: Siri Sahabat Nabi Muhammad SAW

Kualiti kertas: Tebal dari biasa

Kualiti lukisan: Cantik dan menarik (lihat gambar)

Kualiti ilustrasi: Lukisan tidak terlalu simple (gaya warna yang menarik untuk kanak2 malahan dewasa)

Sesuai untuk: Untuk di gunakan bagi anak2 yang sudah membaca, mungkin tahap intermediate sebab ayat-ayat tidak terlalu simple and pendek. Maksudnya, anak2 yang sudah lazim membaca dan sekadar mahu melancarkan. 

Sesuai juga untuk anak yang belum membaca (anak saya sendiri berumur 5 tahun ketika ini. Dengan attention span dia yang pendek, saya berpendapat buku ini sangat sesuai untuk nya).

Gaya cerita: Mudah tapi menarik. 

Sesuai untuk: Anak lelaki dan memperkenalkan sahabat nabi muhammad SAW kepada anak lelaki (mahupun anak perempuan). Sangat bagus untuk membangkitkan sifat cintakan sahabat nabi serta cintakan "muslim heroes" sebagai yang lebih asli, lebih "hero", dan lebih utama daripada hero2 PALSU seperti power rangers, naruto, ultraman, superman, batman, spiderman yang tidak wujud, tiada kelebihan dan tiada kepentingan. Wallahua'lam.

Tambahan: saya beli satu set (boleh lihat gambar) untuk Rm39, di salah satu gerai di Pesta Buku Selangor berlangsung sekarang di SA convention centre, Shah Alam. 





Monday, May 27, 2013

Reflection: Beauty in Jannah

Women and men really do look really good when they're in their 30s. MashaAllah. 

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Koleksi kisah Anbiya': Mu'jizat Nabi Isa

وَرَسُولًا إِلَىٰ بَنِي إِسْرَائِيلَ أَنِّي قَدْ جِئْتُكُم بِآيَةٍ مِّن رَّبِّكُمْ أَنِّي أَخْلُقُ لَكُم مِّنَ الطِّينِ كَهَيْئَةِ الطَّيْرِ فَأَنفُخُ فِيهِ فَيَكُونُ طَيْرًا بِإِذْنِ اللَّهِ وَأُبْرِئُ الْأَكْمَهَ وَالْأَبْرَصَ وَأُحْيِي الْمَوْتَىٰ بِإِذْنِ اللَّهِ وَأُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا تَأْكُلُونَ وَمَا تَدَّخِرُونَ فِي بُيُوتِكُمْ إِنَّ فِي ذَٰلِكَ لَآيَةً لَّكُمْ إِن كُنتُم مُّؤْمِنِينَ

"And (appoint him) a messenger to the Children of Israel, (with this message): "'I have come to you, with a Sign from your Lord, in that I make for you out of clay, as it were, the figure of a bird, and breathe into it, and it becomes a bird by Allah's leave: And I heal those born blind, and the lepers, and I quicken the dead, by Allah's leave; and I declare to you what ye eat, and what ye store in your houses. Surely therein is a Sign for you if ye did believe;

Surah Ali-'Imran: Verse 49

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Reflection: Red pill responsibility

Assalamua'laikum
Taking the red pill means accepting the true nature of the life of this world, of accepting the reason we were created (purpose of  life), and of responsibility for all the decisions we have to make and having the will/willingness to shoulder the hard work that follows. Sometimes the hardwork just means going the distance to gain knowledge about something prior to making a decision about it. At other times hardwork means restraining ourself from (short term) pleasure because of their (long term) harmful effects. For example, from sugary foods or from losing our patience/temper/temperament. And going through the hardwork also means enduring any form of punishment brought on by others, if i may say, from "blue pills" or those who have interest in power and control. 

We make these choices continuously everyday. Sometimes there is a need to be "plugged in", but the need to be online, looking for and gathering info isn't as essential and primal as being in reality (as opposed to virtual reality) and eventually, partaking in making choices based on the info we gained and collected, and later, accepting its outcome and perhaps more effort and hardwork 

Partaking in "social networking" or "socializing" is needed, but it can never replace socializing in the real world. Obviously also,it  needs more effort, it involves less convenience. Effort isn't necessarily bad, and convenience isn't necessarily good. 




Saturday, May 18, 2013

Study: Emotional Freedom Technique

1. The emotional version of acupuncture
2. Emotional roots of ailments receive less attention than it deserves
3. Emotions cause physical things (Ding! "Birth!")
4. Acupuncture involves meridians- lines of energy flow
5. EFT involves tapping these meridian points to balance things out
6. Negative emotions are a disruption of our body's energy system...

Taken from: Emofree.com


Friday, May 17, 2013

Reflection: Unlabeled

Assalamua'laikum
About ten years ago, I shared with my peers something their mind could not comprehend; I am not sure if the same people who were audience to my presentation that day, are now able to fathom what I shared with them. 

That day, I was about 21 years of age. About seven years before that day, a young trainee teacher who read my (English language subject) "compositions" commented that I had a rare maturity about me (present in my writing style) but added that she was unsure if it would make me "fit in" with my friends or (her words exactly) "make them shun me". 

Her comments made me look up the word "shun" in the dictionary. 

Anyway, so now, fast forward, approximately 14 years from tween-age, and ten years from young adult age, I feel that I have found a lot of evidence(s) for my old beliefs.

At around 21 years of age, I was presenting the topic "Marrying at a young age" to my peers. I used stills from the movie "The Matrix" and I was asking my college friends to "choose the blue pill" and to "get yourself unplugged". 

Tonight, after ten years of having left that day, Morpheus' suggestion to "free your mind" makes me think of how the belief of Natural Birthing (the cause I have been involved with for about 3 years now) requires a person to do "strenuous exercise" with their mind; birth without fear, birth without drugs,  birth without lying down, and lastly, birth without (the power and control) of a doctor (representing medical assistance). 

Disclaimer: I do not promote Unassisted childbirthing BUT I understand why some women would want to do it. 

Let's now leave the topic of childbirth, and move on to other areas I have come to learn about in my newly-found acquaintances of natural birth junkies; I learn about how there is so much mis-information or more correctly DECEPTION going about about various topics. Here are some areas: 

1. Creating sustainable environments (permaculture) @ getting your hands dirty and taking time out to do such "backward" stuff VS the convenience of simply BUYING SOMETHING "SAFE" FROM A STORE.
2. "Real nutrition": Food as medicine VS allopathic medicine
3. Rejection of Mudharat (GMO FOOD) and "false" food (artificial, synthetic, fillers, additives, etc) 
4. Rejection of false comfort: paper money, debt, interests (Otherwise known in Islam in its arabic word as riba')
5. Closer to nature vs closer to man-made things, i.e carousels vs REAL horses.
6. Drugs as medicine does not heal, it deceives the brain or some part of the human body. It does not really solve the problem. Does it do this issue justice to call it the Deception of Allopathy? 
7. Food and media (and etc) used to control humans.
8. Etc

Some of these topics actually use stills and clips from the movie "The Matrix". But most if not all; have some obvious and some maybe not so obvious concept that WE ARE BEING CONNED OF THE TRUTH, of what is "real", and we are being fed deception and lies to make us feel and think we are DOING JUST FINE and so that we feel very skeptical of people telling us otherwise. 

Therefore, by exploring this topic, my aim is not to say I'm a prophetic genius, but in fact, even after 17 or so years, I am still "confused" and "affected" by the reception of people around me; reminding me always of that trainee teacher's words. How did SHE become such a good 'prophetic' judge of character/ personality and situation? How is it best for me to adapt? How is it best for me to LEARN to adapt....(and change...)

I end with this verse:
Surah no 57: verse 20
Ketahuilah bahawa (yang dikatakan) kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah (bawaan hidup yang berupa semata-mata) permainan dan hiburan (yang melalaikan) serta perhiasan (yang mengurang), juga (bawaan hidup yang bertujuan) bermegah-megah di antara kamu (dengan kelebihan, kekuatan, dan bangsa keturunan) serta berlumba-lumba membanyakkan harta benda dan anak pinak; (semuanya itu terhad waktunya) samalah seperti hujan yang (menumbuhkan tanaman yang menghijau subur) menjadikan penanamnya suka dan tertarik hati kepada kesuburannya, kemudian tanaman itu bergerak segar (ke suatu masa yang tertentu), selepas itu engkau melihatnya berupa kuning; akhirnya ia menjadi hancur bersepai; dan (hendaklah diketahui lagi, bahawa) di akhirat ada azab yang berat (di sediakan bagi golongan yang hanya mengutamakan kehidupan dunia itu), dan (ada pula) keampunan besar serta keredaan dari Allah (disediakan bagi orang-orang yang mengutamakan akhirat). Dan (ingatlah, bahawa) kehidupan dunia ini tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan bagi orang-orang yang terpedaya.

Note for me: notice the phrase "kesenangan bagi orang-orang yang terpedaya"....