You can't take me - Bryan Adams

Got to fight another fight
I gotta run another night
Get it out
check it out
I'm on my way and I don't feel right
I gotta get me back
I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK
I'll find a way
You ain't gonna take me down no way

Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Don't push me
I'll fight it
Never gonna give in
never gonna give it up, no
If you can't catch a wave then you're never gonna ride it
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in
never gonna give it up, no
You can't take me
I'm free

Why did it all go wrong?
I wanna know what's going on
And what's this holding me?
I'm not where I'm supposed to be
I gotta fight another fight
I gotta fight with all my might
I'm getting out, so check it out
you're in my way
Yeah, you better watch out

Oh, come on!

Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Don't push me
I'll fight it
Never gonna give in
never gonna give it up, no
If you can't catch a wave then you're never gonna ride it
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in
never gonna give it up, no
You can't take me
I'm free

Untuk Musa Gazi Al Yaman

Note: I just noticed that I haven't posted in 5 months, so much so that I forgot the name of my own blog...

Sebuah Legasi

Bermula dalam hati

Wahai anak

Tahu kah kau

Derai air yang laju setiap kali aku bertemu dengan nya

Dia

Dia guru ku

Wahai anak

Aku langsung tidak memilih kau!

Dan aku tidak memilih dia!

Wahai anak,

"When the student is ready, the teacher appears"

Iya,

aku hadir

kerana Allah panggil aku.

Lalu

lalu, wahai anak

aku di hantar pula ke Yaman

dan aku di hantar ke Turki

dan aku di hantar ke Mekah

ke ... lautan biru

ke dalam perut ikan

ke Misr

ke Madinah

Aku kembara tidak pulang pulang

Aku

Terbang jauh

Sayap

Sayap aku tak pernah patah, sayang

Mereka di sana

adakah mereka cuba patahkan sayapku?

Tidak

Sayap ini abadi

Kerana ia dalam Lubb

Selamat tinggal anakku

Jika aku pergi

Kau selamat dalam Dakapan ilahi

Kau selamat, anakku

Aku sudah puas yang Kau akan selamat

Selamat tinggal sayang

Umm terbang dulu.

Jika tiada berbaki sombong

Semoga Taman jawap nya

Jika berbaki sombong

...

semoga An najwa jawapan nya

dan bukan

Api.

Cinta dan Cahaya,
Umm musa.

Love is, wanting to hold someone's hand while they fail and falter

yep. all Dr fahri-imma-get-me-a-phd could say about me is my inability to wake up for fajr and that i'm temperamental. well hello, Dr fahri, my friends from form 5 already know that. My 'impatience' is not a sin. I would have killed you and my kids if not for my abrupt departure. because all you cared about is your faculty, and your face and pretty girls and your "da'wah work". it's not wrong, but neglect and indifference is wrong. you're no womanizer, no drunkard, no gambler, but that doesn't mean with that you've bought your ticket to jannah. i am, not perfect. that doesn't mean i have to be bipolar. you, are not perfect, doesn't necessarily mean you're the dajjal. oh well. khalas, life goes on.

Food Additives 101

http://healthybody.buzz/food-additives-make-children-behave-badly/

1. artificial colors
2. preservatives

Others (from http://foodmatters.tv/articles-1/top-10-food-additives-to-avoid <-- ada="" additives="" are="" article="" common="" foods="" found="" in.="" ini="" p="" senaraikan="" these="">
1. Artificial sweeteners
2. high fructose corn syrup
3.Monosodium Glutamate
4. trans fat
5. common food dyes
6. sodium sulfite
7. sodium nitrate
8.Butylated hydroxyanisole (BHA) and butylated hydrozyttoluene (BHT)
9. sulfur dioxide
10. potassium bromate

found in:

Found in: diet or sugar free sodas, diet coke, coke zero, jello (and over gelatins), desserts, sugar free gum, drink mixes, baking goods, table top sweeteners, cereal, breathmints, pudding, kool-aid, ice tea, chewable vitamins, toothpaste

most processed foods, breads, candy, flavored yogurts, salad dressings, canned vegetables, cereals

Chinese food (Chinese Restaurant Syndrome ) many snacks, chips, cookies, seasonings, most Campbell Soup products, frozen dinners, lunch meats

margarine, chips and crackers, baked goods, fast foods

fruit cocktail, maraschino cherries, cherry pie mix, ice cream, candy, bakery products and more!

American cheese, macaroni and cheese, candy and carbonated beverages, lemonade and more!

Wine and dried fruit 

hotdogs, bacon, ham, luncheon meat, cured meats, corned beef, smoked fish or any other type of processed meat 

Potato chips, gum, cereal, frozen sausages, enriched rice, lard, shortening, candy, jello

beer, soft drinks, dried fruit, juices, cordials, wine, vinegar, and potato products.

breads

Education in lectures

1.http://www.ted.com/talks/sugata_mitra_build_a_school_in_the_cloud?language=en

2.http://www.ted.com/talks/ken_robinson_changing_education_paradigms

3.http://schoolingtheworld.org/

4. gatto & hamza yusuf:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-uBY_YymZI

5. modern education, hamza yusuf:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-bFsTBDESg

6. education, philosophy:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYcNgANdX1Y

Notice kepada Abu Musa

Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy Rohmad​. Sometimes one just needs to say what is apparent, that some people, in their lives, just make sounds with their mouth that they are chasing akhirat, but when seduced with dunyawi, they prove, who wins over them: their want for the next life or their love for dunya.

People, call me sick, weak, angry, mentally disturbed, either in sms at 3am in the morning, or behind my back, or "brazenly" ("baca: dengan berani) in a court of law.

But eversince March 2014, eversince I decided thatI must do something to improve my situation, I have found,

1. Allah reveals who has been backstabbing me all these years
2. How loyal, hopeful, and positive and proactive a person I am, DESPITE how 'weak and depressed and mentally disturbed" I seem

I am still learning, but among the things I have learnt is the price of one's tongue, integrity, loyalty and positivity. Despite all my angry outbursts, yes, despite all my late mornings and 'temper tantrums', I have been a loyal person. Inside and outside the mithaq.

Don't believe me? My aunt named Maimunah in Jeddah/ Ta'if would gladly speak to you and attest to that statement, that I speak only good of you, inside and outside of the mithaq. She had never once called to speak to specifically me in all my 32 years of life, until she learnt that I was in Yaman, and she called to speak to me.

The point of why I am tagging you at this video is, I have a vision for my children.
Anta mesti faham, ana ada vision, bukan kerana "inspite of". Ini bermaksud, ana ada vision bukan kerana nak merendahkan orang lain. Ana ada visi dan misi kerana itu yang di berikan kepada ana. Bukan kerana ana nak merendahkan orang lain.

Sayang sekali bila ana buat pemerhatian atas suasana di rumah, YE - WALAUPUN ANA NI ORANG YANG KURANG DISIPLIN -tapi disiplin sahaja TANPA visi, apa hasilnya? Adakah keberhasilan yang bagus? Tidak, masih ada ruang di tipu.

Kemudian, disiplin tanpa 'lidah dan pandangan yang jernah kepada org lain', hasil nya akan merendahkan org yang "tidak ada disiplin".

Ana yang anta kutuk sebagai org yang tak mampu bangun subuh, telah mampu, dengan syarat gaya pemakanan di ubah, dan anak-anak di ajar tidur selepas isya', dan di ajak tidur sekejap selepas dhuhr.

Tempoh setahun ini, telah ajar ana,
1. Siapa dalam hidup ana yang sekadar mahu kutuk

2. Siapa dalam hidup ana sekadar mahu kutuk, sudah rasa cukup terpelajar dan rasa tidak ada apa langsung yang boleh ana kongsikan kepada mereka yang 'sangat disiplin'

3. Siapa dalam hidup ana yang tidak mahu belajar bagaimana untuk sebenar-benarnya memberi sokongan kepada orang yang kurang disiplin

4. Siapa yang dalam kehidupan seharian nya mungkin nampak macam ada visi akhirat, tapi...... bila tiba dalam pergaulan dan pendidikan kepada kanak-kanak....di letakkan TV sebagai 'cikgu relief'. (ya, ana juga guna TV dan screen dan gajet sebagai cikgu relief, tapi ana pilih elok2 cikgu relief, malahan ana "beli apa yang patut" untuk pastikan bukan sebarangan cikgu relief)

5. Dan akhir sekali, ana belajar apa ana patut buat dengan orang-orang yang gelarkan ana 'mentally disturbed' dan 'bipolar disorder' dengan keyakin iktikad mereka kepada Allah, tanpa ilmu yang sah.

Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy yang saya muliakan sebagai ayah kepada anak-anak saya (walaupun anta rasa ana sangat biadap dan tidak muliakan anta), you may confidently call me any negative label you want, but I :

1. will improve myself as gradually as I can demi Allah dan demi pendidikan anak-anak ini
2. will only speak to you in public. Never in pm, message, sms, etc. NEVER.

Your sister in Islam, and mother to your children,
Amirah Mokhtar.

Topic: Essential Oils Safety

http://naturopathicpediatrics.com/2014/09/08/essential-oil-safety-danger-essential-oils-seizures-children/

1. Proper Dilution when using on children
2. Safer to rub diluted EO on their foot/ankles
3. Not taken internally for kids

Change your story

http://www.filmsforaction.org/articles/brene-brown-on-how-to-reckon-with-emotion-and-change-your-narrative/

Brené Brown on How to Reckon with Emotion and Change Your Narrative

The most powerful stories may be the ones we tell ourselves, says Brené Brown. But beware—they're usually fiction.

Childism

Seriously.

Yes, I have been guilty of prejudice against my children. Do you know what prejudice against a child is?

It's treating a child with contempt, disgust, irritability, and other negative emotions akin to them, JUST BECAUSE.

Yes, 'Just because'

Seriously parenting has also taught me a lot about life and being muslim than anything else.

Children are PURER and more CLOSER to the CORRECT fitrah than most adults.

Children are not merely "bag of genes" of their parents.

Let me say that again.

CHILREN

ARE

NOT

MERELY A BAG OF GENES AND HABITS TAKEN FROM EITHER PARENT.

If YOU are going to treat my child that way as I struggle to be NOT LIKE YOU, please BEWARE.

Sebab saya ada senjata DOAA.

Bukan sebab DOAA saya makbul sangat, I'm just as sinful as the next person.

Tapi yang penting saya pun manusia biasa, dan Allah tak tutup lagi pintu taubat untuk saya.

Speak with gentleness to my child, as I ALSO am learning to speak gently to them and to treat them with RESPECT and not CONTEMPT.

Yours Truly,
Al-Amirah Mokhtar

Hajj for kids

1. hajj map: https://islamicbulletinboards.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/hajjmapkidsbb.pdf

2. productive muslim hajj for kids: http://productivemuslim.com/hajj-for-kids/

3. blank activity page:
http://www.smartark.com/downloads/misc/hajjactivity3.pdf (blank cards)

4. day by day :https://islamicbulletinboards.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/hajjdaybydaybb.pdf

5. resources: http://ummmaimoonahrecords.blogspot.com/2012/10/hajj-resources.html

6. story of prophet ibrahim:http://islam4kids.com/i4k/downloads/pdf/STO_IBRAAHEEM_ACT.pdf

7. story of prophet ibrahim (no pix):http://islam4kids.com/i4k/downloads/pdf/STO_IBRAAHEEM.pdf

8. hajj for pre-k: http://amuslimchildisborn.blogspot.com/2012/10/hajj-theme-pack-prek-kindergarten.html

Fitrah

This is what I call, the fitrah voice pulling the spirit back to Allah and Fitrah:

http://www.filmsforaction.org/watch/alan_watts_what_is_wrong_with_our_culture/

Me

It is better for me to not have it all and say, I am nobody.
Than to have a drop, yet say I know much.

Soothing mechanism

i was thinking, to soothe myself hari tu, that mungkin sekali if i had had syeikha's racing track, maybe i won't be who i am today. maybe i would be worst. maybe i would be arrogant and simply loathful

Refuse and Replace

Whenever you can, refuse (and replace with your own, these items)

1. plastic water bottles (air mineral)

2. single-serve coffee pods

3. paper coffee cups (save them for arts and craft or for other uses)

4. tea bags (i know. but we can try, why not try first?)

5. disposable utensils

6. plastic bags

7. produce bags

8. menstrual products (for alternatives, click the link)

http://www.1millionwomen.com.au/blog/8-single-use-items-ditch-your-life/

Strange Fruit

http://www.filmsforaction.org/watch/feel_of_poppies_the_great_global_distraction/#.VUeK6rQmjTU.facebook

Southern trees bear a strange fruit, 
Blood on the leaves and blood at the root, 
Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze, 
Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees.

Pastoral scene of the gallant south, 
The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth, 
Scent of magnolias, sweet and fresh, 
Then the sudden smell of burning flesh.

Here is fruit for the crows to pluck, 
For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck, 
For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop, 
Here is a strange and bitter crop.

"Strange Fruit" sung by Billie Holiday, from a poem by Abel Meeropol

post elak fitnah 2

(Update dari bulan Ramadhan)
Pengumuman ini bertujuan untuk MENGELAK FITNAH.

Tambahan bulan Zulqai'dah 1436:
Untuk mereka yang berminat dengan 'sebab', saya dengan LAPANG HATI atas SAUDARA SAYA dalam islam serta AYAH kepada anak-anak saya, Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy Rohmad, memberi 'sebab' kepada sekelian yang "curious", bahawa kami berpisah secara baik atas irreconcilable differences (Perbezaan yang tidak dapat di temui jalan tengah nya).

Peringatan 1:
Kita beragama islam, dan Tholaq di benar kan oleh Islam atas sebab-sebab yang di benarkan, oleh itu jangan lah bersikap seperti ia sesuatu yang HARAM seperti MEMINUM ARAK dan MEMBUNUH MANUSIA tanpa sebab yang benar.

Peringatan 2:
Para sahabat juga, malahan ada juga para nabi dan rasul yang bercerai. Contohnya satu-satunya sahabat nabi yang nama nya di sebutkan dalam Al-Qur'an iaitu Zaid Ibn Harithah, juga bercerai. Serta contoh dari kalangan Nabi pula ialah Nabi Ismail.

Wahai ahli-ahli BANGSAku, bangsa MELAYU yang beragama Islam, ubah lah pandangan mu kepada Tholaq!

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Peringatan 3:
Doakan kami ya, agar mendapat tholaq yang "di berkati" dan "berkesan" bak Sayyidina Zaid Ibn Harithah dan Sayyidatina Zainab Binti Jahsyi.

Dan agar kedua belah keluarga kami juga menjadi berkesan dan focus kepada pendidikan yang baik buat dua orang pemimpin masa depan, iaitu Musa bin Muhammad Saufy Rohmad dan Zainab Bt Muhammad Saufy Rohmad.

Sempena bulan yang mulia ini, dengan ini saya mengumumkan penceraian saya dari Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy Rohmad. Kami telah selamat bercerai pada bulan JANUARY 2015 bersaksikan Allah dan hamba-hambanya Aisha Yunee Ryan, Nurul Izzah dan Ibu saya Hajjah Zainon Hamid di mahkamah shah alam. Alhamdulillah. Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Alhamdulillah juga, saya telah selamat habis tempoh iddah dan kini menjalani kehidupan seorang single mother dan homeschooling entrepreneur di Melaka. Terima kasih kepada kakak-kakak dan sisters serta ikhwah yang telah membantu kami serta menghulurkan bantuan tanpa bertepi. Barakallahu fikum wa jazakumullahu khairan. Terima kasih kakak Maddielynn Hayse Mokhtar-Cavill, kakak Noor Azurah Anuar, ukhti Nurin Mazaya Zulkifli, ukhti Ummu Soleh Abu Zaki, kakak Nor Mohd, ukhti Farhana Liyana Humaira', dan ramai lagi yang tak ter-tag.

Post elak Fitnah

Pengumuman ini bertujuan untuk MENGELAK FITNAH.

Sempena bulan yang mulia ini, dengan ini saya mengumumkan penceraian saya dari Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy Rohmad. Kami telah selamat bercerai pada bulan JANUARY 2015 bersaksikan Allah dan hamba-hambanya Aisha Yunee Ryan, Nurul Izzah dan Ibu saya Hajjah Zainon Hamid di mahkamah shah alam. Alhamdulillah. Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Alhamdulillah juga, saya telah selamat habis tempoh iddah dan kini menjalani kehidupan seorang single mother dan homeschooling entrepreneur di Melaka. Terima kasih kepada kakak-kakak dan sisters serta ikhwah yang telah membantu kami serta menghulurkan bantuan tanpa bertepi. Barakallahu fikum wa jazakumullahu khairan. Terima kasih kakak Maddielynn Hayse Mokhtar-Cavill, kakak Noor Azurah Anuar, ukhti Nurin Mazaya Zulkifli, ukhti Ummu Soleh Abu Zaki, kakak Nor Mohd, ukhti Farhana Liyana Humaira', dan ramai lagi yang tak ter-tag.

To send to self and everyone else

http://www.celiknutrisi.my/2015/08/17/10-bahasa-dosa-penyebab-anak-degil-dan-bermasalah/

Speech Therapy 1: August

Assalamua'laikum
I would like to share with all of you the take-home advice from my son's first appointment with the speech therapist from the ENT Department today (GH Melaka). 

A little intro: 
My son M, is 7 years old and sometimes has a bit of a stuttering problem. He is a normal, talkative 7 year old. He can read and write, and my son is being home-schooled (out of choice). The therapist commented that M's mental/cognitive age is over 7 years old. 

*****

Ways to encourage a child from stop stuttering:

1. Don't 'cut off' a child when he/she is speaking to you. This might kill of his train of thought and lead to miscellaneous negative speech-problems. 

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2. When all of your children speak to you all at the same time:

2.1 Taking Turns

Demonstrate to each one (yes, including the small ones, like the 4 year olds) how does it feel like when more than one person is talking to you all at the same time. Therefore, they will soon learn to be patient and take turns to speak to you. NO, this will NOT happen instantly after the FIRST demo, and YES, you will have to remind them GENTLY, A LOT of times. 

2.1.2 The therapist reminded me about reminding the kids frequently that they need to take turns. She told me, "Remind them nicely. Be firm but gentle. When you are consistently patient, firm, and gentle, you will see results."

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2.2 Adab

She also reminded me to patiently and firmly and gently teach speech adab to my children. It will take time, patience, firmness, and gentleness, but the result is priceless. Orang dewasa/ orang tua jadi contoh self-restraint, orang kecil /kanak-kanak akan ikut, inshaAllah.

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2.3 Example of patience and self-restraint/self-control

Adults must demonstrate self-restraint when the smaller child is throwing a tantrum (i.e screaming) due to her developmental/ cognitive inability to accept that her older brother deserves a turn at speaking (to the parent/adult/etc) just as much as she does. Don't hit her, don't scold her, don't punish her. What to do? IGNORE her, THEN offer soothing emotional support when she has calmed down (and so have you). Please don't BRIBE her into being quiet.

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3. STOP NAME-CALLING AND LABELLING (Panggilan negatif)

(Abu Musa Muhammad Saufy Rohmad this is a very significant part):

3.1 Do NOT label the child "memang gagap" and other labels like "kurus macam cicak kobeng".

Translation: Doktor TIDAK BENARKAN orang tua meletakkan "Label negatif" pada anak-anak, termasuk panggilan seperti : 

"Kamu memang gagap kerana ayah kamu gagap" atau "Kamu kurus macam cicak kobeng kerana mak kamu memang kurus". 

Di minta agar sangat sensitif atas hal ini kerana anak saya M telah memaklumkan doktor atas isu "panggilan cicak kobeng" atas dirinya sewaktu saya tiada dalam bilik doktor. (M beritahu sendiri pada doktor ketika hanya M dan doktor berbual berdua).

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4. Remind the (talkative but stuttering) child to:

4.1 stop (because he/she is stuttering)
4.2 take a breath, 
4.3 be calm before trying to speak again. 

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5. Encourage **literate children to read aloud

Reading aloud helps a person to regulate their breathing pattern when speaking. Observe the child when he/she is reading aloud (and see if he/she manages to fit 7 words in a single breath). 

Encourage the child to read aloud by showing interest in their 'session' or 'story'. 

Offer generous verbal and bodily cues that YOU ARE listening to them, i.e :

-sit close beside them, 
-have your arm around them, 
-look at the book they are reading, 
-say "What happens next?", "Wow, did that really happen?", "What an amazing story!", etc, 
-allocate a special time for this DAILY, etc. 

(OBVIOUSLY this means your eyes and hands are not fixed onto a smartphone or TV Screen while this is happening)

*****

Sekian,
Amirah Mokhtar.

______________________

Glosari:

**Literate: Those who can read and write

Selamat Datang, Tuan :)

1
The gates are open
Your item is ready for pick up
(come pick it up)
The ball is coming right at you
Swing your bat to launch the ball into its course in this life.

2
Pagar sudah di buka
Yang belum pernah bertandang
Musim telah menjelma
Tidak menjadi kesalahan untuk Tuan hadir
membawa tali
Untuk mithaq

3
Ia hiburan sementara
Di alam fana
meskipun sementara
Ada yang kekal

4
Semoga berjumpa juga
Kembali bersama semuanya
Di sana

5
Tetapi Tuan,
Pemilik Kebun ini (pemegang amanah)
Pemegang Amanah bilik-bilik bicara rahsia
(mungkin Tuan ada panggilan lain untuk nama itu)

Pemegang Amanah ini
Dengan penuh haya'
menjemput Tuan
ila mawsim fawakih fi jannati
(fi jannati faqod, laisa fi jannatuhu!)

Jika telah Tuan yakin
dengan musyawarah dan istikharah Tuan
Musim nya telah tiba
untuk mengangkat mithaq

Sekian
InshaAllah 'Amatullah wa Mu'minah