Looking at the sky makes me want to cry coz do I ever try to fly high enough to reach You?

Sunday, November 30, 2014

faithful eyes

i keep my eyes down
because
i want to preserve my faith

help

the ship is sinking
and he refused to come down and get wet to save me
he said there are more important things to do
they all say that
be a solehah darling and stop it
stop it

stop what? 
how the hell do i stop the ship from sinking? 

all of you 
and him
just want to bloody yell and tell me WHAT TO DO
instead of getting yourself dirty and 
HELP ME

It's not right  but it's ok

Monday, November 24, 2014

Plastic Vegetables

Tonight went to kidzoona with the kids, after maghrib. I feel that for today's modern living, indoor playgrounds  can be quite a lifesaver due to how "convenient" long-distance travel have been made. 

Before I continue about plastic onions I found in kidzoona (which rather freaked me out), I just want to say- isn't it ironic that our "conveniences" only created MORE inconveniences which require more problem-solving? 

it's like a never ending chain of "problem -solving", which, if you think about it, is in fact a never ending chain of problem-creating. 

ah, c'est la vie. arrihlah fiddunya ha kadha. 

On to the plastic onions (actually they were garlic, but there were plastic onions too) that freaked me out. 

i sat there in kidzoona thinking, what has our intelligent progress done to us? 

We can have an endless debate on the pro and cons of "plastic replica toys"...

charlie



malam ni start baca ni pada anak2. not sure akan last ke tak, malam ni pun dah agak "mencabar" :)

kalau tak nanti baca sendiri je hehe

Sunday, November 23, 2014

the whole brain child

Got to love a book that starts like this: 


cancerous expressions

people are even afraid of feelings and emotions and expression. 

why? 

when you see them then you can identify and help at an earlier stage rather then when it's stage 4 cancer. 

duh! 

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

sometimes

sometimes i feel
like Allah is answering someone's du'a
at the same time I feel a slight feeling
like
unable to see the blessing in disguise
due to
only seeing it as a curse
am nobody special, i am 
to keep me humble
to keep me on the ground
if i had it all
i'd probably lose sight of logic
and kill myself
to enter heaven

maybe, i don't know
i feel like an outcast
now who felt that? 
was it me or the mother who bore me?

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Newcomer comments

I've had my suspicions over this for some time.. 
But me being a "newcomer" to this old world
Just couldn't really put a finger on it 
Media is the new lord of prostitution
Movies perhaps not so blatantly obvious as how "Music" is really just- prostitution.

Krik

Posted this in a "young muslim entrepreneur group" that I'm in. Kelas post tu, rasa mcm krik krik krik... I can hear a pin drop. 

Man I'm weird. 

Sigh. 

"Mencelah. 
Assalamua'laikum 
There's a HUGE ...is it called "market" ....that I feel is rather  untapped by some.....Muslims (not sure, since I'm a newbie in business) which is: the market of organic produce and food products. 

The younger "parent" society is (also) very slowly moving towards natural/organic mindset for those who notice it (besides islamic)."

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Experiment 1 week without fb

Assalamua'laikum 
I want to try this experiment, to not open and use my fb for a week, regardless of "what happens", any "needs" and whatever "consequences". 

My aim: is to use all the information I already have to sort out my life instead of feeling that I'm left out of something.

Though the best thing about fb is the announcements about programs though. 

Do you think I have enough friends who care to invite me along? Well, let's do this  experiment!!! :) 

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Happy

Today I choose to be happy 
Despite everything and anything 
Happiness is a decision , a choice to be happy 
Despite anything and everything 

Umbrella

Assalamua'laikum sahabat2 maya
Semalam musa Dan Saya buat experiment
Sejak Saya menonton "schooling the world", Saya tak pernah memandang golongan "pekerja" dengan Pandangan yang sama lagi. 
Saya selalu rasa teringin nak borak dengan mereka Walaupun tak pernah berani rasa nak borak. 
Sekali je pernah tanya nama, Dan sekali lagi (dengan orang lain), tanya dari negara mana. 
Ala kulli hal, 
Semalam Saya Dan musa buat eksperimen. 
Sedang hujan baru hendak bermula, Kami nampak dua orang pekerja asing berjalan, lalu Saya turunkan cermin kereta Dan minta musa berikan payung kepadanya. Mulanya Dia terkejut Dan tak mahu ambil. 
Lalu Saya pandang muka nya Dan berkata" amek, amek". 
Lalu Dia ambil.
Dengan cermin pandang belakang Saya nampak Dia buka Dan guna. 

Cuma yang kelakar nya Saya nampak Dia buka payung berwarna hijau. Hehehe.
Payung tu payung kegemaran Saya. Saya terpaksa redha yang musa telah ambil payung itu Dan berikan pada orang itu.
Tapi dek kerana skrg ni musim hujan, Saya rasa nak teruskan projek ini. 
Jom? 
Nothing to lose and everything to gain. insha Allah. 
Tamak pahala! 

Memalingkan muka kerana hormat

Sangat tersentuh dengan cara saidina umar bercakap dengan sesetengah wanita iaitu memalingkan muka kerana meminta izin atau menghormati Dan dengan sesetengah wanita pula bercakap terus....ikut situasi. Sangat tersentuh :) 

I wanted to become an artist

I think i suffered the same fate as Saint Antoine de Exupery. 

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Pink parking


Nowadays there are parking spaces that aim to make it safe and easy for single women drivers and mothers with kids. 

Alhamdulillah for not just business people with smart business moves, but also , I would say, an awareness for the safety of womenfolk. 

Alhamdulillah for these people, be they women or men. But especially if they are men :) 

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Alam

Mata yujad alam
Just keep pressing it
Until it feels numb
Unfeeling 
Emotionless 

Cut

An open wound, walking around 
Hazha ana.