Looking at the sky makes me want to cry coz do I ever try to fly high enough to reach You?

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Satan was not born yesterday

Perasan tak... 

Orang barat sudah mula mengkhususkan makanan kepada "clean food". 

Kita? 1400 tak cukup untuk kita perasan... Allah sebut halalan THOYYIBAN.... Syarat nya bukan HALAL saja... tapi halal dan baik. 

Kita juga lupa kita ada MUSUH sebaik saja di lahirkan....

Musuh kita bukan budak umur 4 tahun. Musuh kita berjuta2 tahun lebih tua dari KITA! 

SO ... please THINK. 
Please cut out white processed sugar and sugar-derivatives and -tose -tose semua tu agar dapat membantu otak kita BENAR2 SEDAR dan dapat berfikir semula....

Sebabnya? They did an experiment on rats on sugar... the rats which were given sugar could not THINK. 

Ingat INGAT
Syaitan bukan baru lahir semalam!!!!!

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

INFJ


http://introvertdear.com/2015/07/21/cartoons-introvert-infj-infjoe/


the last few explain me well

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Identity

One
As a woman, there is a vague but powerful sense that your empowerment will injure your relationships. 

And women are taught to value relationships over everything else. We cling to the crumbs of our relationships, while our souls may be deeply longing for the fulfillment of our potential. But the truth is that our relationships alone can never adequately substitute for the hunger to live our lives fully.

Two
Coming into full empowerment requires looking at our relationship with our mothers and having the courage to separate out our own individual beliefs, values, thoughts from hers. It requires feeling the grief of having to witness the pain our mothers endured and processing our own legitimate pain that we endured as a result. This is so challenging but it is the beginning of real freedom.

http://womboflight.com/2014/01/18/why-its-crucial-for-women-to-heal-the-mother-wound/

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Mothers may unconsciously project deep rage towards their children in subtle ways.However, the rage really isn’t towards the children. The rage is towards the patriarchal society that requires women to sacrifice and utterly deplete themselves in order to mother a child.

Allah I repent from all my rage against my child!!!!!!!

taken from:
http://womboflight.com/2014/01/18/why-its-crucial-for-women-to-heal-the-mother-wound/

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

islamic homeschool printables - aqeedah

http://imanshomeschool.blogspot.co.uk/search/label/Pillars%20of%20Islam%20Lapbooks

https://raisingmuslims.files.wordpress.com/2008/08/fasting-cycle-activity.pdf

http://babbledabbledo.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/Doodle-Cube-Template-.pdf <--for kaabah="" p="">
http://imanshomeschool.blogspot.co.uk/search/label/Aqeedah%20Lapbooks

who created you:
https://imanshomeschool.wordpress.com/2013/04/22/who-created-you-lapbook/

why did Allah create you: http://imanshomeschool.blogspot.co.uk/search/label/Aqeedah%20Lapbooks

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Harapan Baru? Sorry. Not for me

Sebagai seorang anak "bukan ikhwah akhawat", pertama sekali saya bersyukur dan bertahmid. Kedua saya positif, kerana saya juga telah di didik supaya ada (gerakan) harapan baru. Ironically enough I think Allah has been trying to teach me this lesson for more than 10 years now, and I still couldn't get it until I recently became a single mom. An anxious, depressed, frustrated, lazy, single mom. Allah then took me out of the box of my comfort zone and reminded me;
I was not born into poverty, I was not born into a marginalized race, and many other was nots which I must be thankful for.
And again, the lesson has been repeated to me and for me because I didn't understand it the first time - reliance (harapan) is upon Allah. Not upon humans.
It does not mean we do not "need" other people nor do we discredit them for their deeds. But those like me who have been blessed in certain ways, fulfil the purpose of my creation in different or similar ways than another person; we're all here to walk together/ in paralell to the same destination. But reliance (harapan), is upon only Allah. Only Allah.
And never on anything else besides Allah. Not easy for me to remember.
Last year during my first trip to TOF @Twins of faith; as I was sitting alone moping in my own feelings and obviously not giving attention to the speaker, suddenly he said so loudly "Ask From Allah! I cannot help you!"
The lesson in it for me, that other humans are merely messengers as the special line of messengers had been (the Prophets). They are merely messengers. The message they bear is A message for YOU (or me) FROM ALLAH.
And that I must ask from Allah- and asking from man is merely an effort which is not wrong but RELIANCE (harapan) is on Allah and Allah only. NEVER on mankind to fulfil my need. Mankind is powerless. It's ok for me to make an effort, including great and hardworking effort even - but reliance and faith/belief in terms of its result and success is upon only Allah.
I hope I passed the course this time and can move onto the next level. Allah. How scary and challenging is that. Please pray for me.
Eid Mubarak, May Allah accept from us our deeds and from yours.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

You are Muslim

Shout out to neuro-atypical Muslims

-Muslims with eating disorders that get triggered during Ramadan, who feel obligated to explain why they’re not fasting to nosey aunties

-Muslims on psych meds who can’t fast because without medication they can’t function, who feel uncomfortable explaining this to everyone who asks why they aren’t fasting

-Muslims with ADD who struggle to perform Salah, Taraweeh, read Qur'an, etc.

-Muslims with depression who sometimes find it hard to get out of bed and do the obligatory prayers or go to Masjid

-Muslims with Bipolar who find Islamic obligations easy on some days and impossible on others, who are seen as flaky or flip-floppy about faith

-Muslims with social anxiety who are afraid to pray in masjid because of fear of making mistakes or being looked at

-Muslims with dissociative issues who struggle with performing Salah and other obligations due to fear/threat of dissociating

-Muslims with PTSD, sensory issues or agoraphobia who are unable to go to masjid or other crowded areas & get seen as rude/snobby, or feel isolated

-Muslims with low self worth, suicidal ideations, etc that feel guilty because of that.

-Muslims with autism who are viewed/treated as a difficult test for their families

-Muslims with mental healtn issues who are told they need prayer or that their issues are caused by lack of imaan.

-All Muslims with any other mental health issue that I forgot to add that affects their practice of Islam & treatment in the Ummah

You are valid. 
Your Islam is valid. 
And you are Allah (SWT)’s beautiful creation.

-source: tumblr