faithful eyes

i keep my eyes down

because

i want to preserve my faith

help

the ship is sinking

and he refused to come down and get wet to save me

he said there are more important things to do

they all say that

be a solehah darling and stop it

stop it

stop what? 

how the hell do i stop the ship from sinking? 

all of you 

and him

just want to bloody yell and tell me WHAT TO DO

instead of getting yourself dirty and 

HELP ME

It's not right  but it's ok

Plastic Vegetables

Tonight went to kidzoona with the kids, after maghrib. I feel that for today's modern living, indoor playgrounds  can be quite a lifesaver due to how "convenient" long-distance travel have been made. 

Before I continue about plastic onions I found in kidzoona (which rather freaked me out), I just want to say- isn't it ironic that our "conveniences" only created MORE inconveniences which require more problem-solving? 

it's like a never ending chain of "problem -solving", which, if you think about it, is in fact a never ending chain of problem-creating. 

ah, c'est la vie. arrihlah fiddunya ha kadha. 

On to the plastic onions (actually they were garlic, but there were plastic onions too) that freaked me out. 

i sat there in kidzoona thinking, what has our intelligent progress done to us? 

We can have an endless debate on the pro and cons of "plastic replica toys"...

charlie

malam ni start baca ni pada anak2. not sure akan last ke tak, malam ni pun dah agak "mencabar" :)

kalau tak nanti baca sendiri je hehe

the whole brain child

Got to love a book that starts like this: 

cancerous expressions

people are even afraid of feelings and emotions and expression. 

why? 

when you see them then you can identify and help at an earlier stage rather then when it's stage 4 cancer. 

duh! 

cookie tahajud

T-shirt SYA-deed BY-Poe Larh Mom

whatever.

Will you buy this Tee? 

Front:

Back:

sometimes

sometimes i feel

like Allah is answering someone's du'a

at the same time I feel a slight feeling

like

unable to see the blessing in disguise

due to

only seeing it as a curse

am nobody special, i am 

to keep me humble

to keep me on the ground

if i had it all

i'd probably lose sight of logic

and kill myself

to enter heaven

maybe, i don't know

i feel like an outcast

now who felt that? 

was it me or the mother who bore me?

Newcomer comments

I've had my suspicions over this for some time.. 

But me being a "newcomer" to this old world

Just couldn't really put a finger on it 

Media is the new lord of prostitution

Movies perhaps not so blatantly obvious as how "Music" is really just- prostitution.

Krik

Posted this in a "young muslim entrepreneur group" that I'm in. Kelas post tu, rasa mcm krik krik krik... I can hear a pin drop. 

Man I'm weird. 

Sigh. 

"Mencelah. 

Assalamua'laikum 

There's a HUGE ...is it called "market" ....that I feel is rather  untapped by some.....Muslims (not sure, since I'm a newbie in business) which is: the market of organic produce and food products. 

The younger "parent" society is (also) very slowly moving towards natural/organic mindset for those who notice it (besides islamic)."

Experiment 1 week without fb

Assalamua'laikum 

I want to try this experiment, to not open and use my fb for a week, regardless of "what happens", any "needs" and whatever "consequences". 

My aim: is to use all the information I already have to sort out my life instead of feeling that I'm left out of something.

Though the best thing about fb is the announcements about programs though. 

Do you think I have enough friends who care to invite me along? Well, let's do this  experiment!!! :) 

Happy

Today I choose to be happy 

Despite everything and anything 

Happiness is a decision , a choice to be happy 

Despite anything and everything 

Umbrella

Assalamua'laikum sahabat2 maya

Semalam musa Dan Saya buat experiment

Sejak Saya menonton "schooling the world", Saya tak pernah memandang golongan "pekerja" dengan Pandangan yang sama lagi. 

Saya selalu rasa teringin nak borak dengan mereka Walaupun tak pernah berani rasa nak borak. 

Sekali je pernah tanya nama, Dan sekali lagi (dengan orang lain), tanya dari negara mana. 

Ala kulli hal, 

Semalam Saya Dan musa buat eksperimen. 

Sedang hujan baru hendak bermula, Kami nampak dua orang pekerja asing berjalan, lalu Saya turunkan cermin kereta Dan minta musa berikan payung kepadanya. Mulanya Dia terkejut Dan tak mahu ambil. 

Lalu Saya pandang muka nya Dan berkata" amek, amek". 

Lalu Dia ambil.

Dengan cermin pandang belakang Saya nampak Dia buka Dan guna. 

Cuma yang kelakar nya Saya nampak Dia buka payung berwarna hijau. Hehehe.

Payung tu payung kegemaran Saya. Saya terpaksa redha yang musa telah ambil payung itu Dan berikan pada orang itu.

Tapi dek kerana skrg ni musim hujan, Saya rasa nak teruskan projek ini. 

Jom? 

Nothing to lose and everything to gain. insha Allah. 

Tamak pahala! 

Memalingkan muka kerana hormat

Sangat tersentuh dengan cara saidina umar bercakap dengan sesetengah wanita iaitu memalingkan muka kerana meminta izin atau menghormati Dan dengan sesetengah wanita pula bercakap terus....ikut situasi. Sangat tersentuh :) 

I wanted to become an artist

I think i suffered the same fate as Saint Antoine de Exupery. 

Blue nails and I don't care

Pink parking

Nowadays there are parking spaces that aim to make it safe and easy for single women drivers and mothers with kids. 

Alhamdulillah for not just business people with smart business moves, but also , I would say, an awareness for the safety of womenfolk. 

Alhamdulillah for these people, be they women or men. But especially if they are men :) 

Alam

Mata yujad alam

Just keep pressing it

Until it feels numb

Unfeeling 

Emotionless 

Cut

An open wound, walking around 

Hazha ana.