Fear

Everything has a shadow

For me

And it is this shadow

That feels

All the pain

All the memories

All the joy

All the smiles

People cannot see and cannot share

Yes

It is my secret well hid garden

Buried beneath the think curtains

His hands will never bother to touch

I want him there

In my field

In my green

In my hills

In my skies

In my clouds

But he can't seem to enter

Tears run fast races

But still he cannot enter the garden

Which is fast fast fast

Turning into a madness

A sleepy eerie cold madness

A silent madness

A deafening fear

Fuels the tears

Yet he cannot enter

This realm of mine

I fear.

I am seeing more shadows

Getting farther away

Seeing more and more shadows

Distancing me

From....

The fears are fed 

Getting fat

Getting enormous

The fear plunges

The invisible knife

Into me

I can see all the blood

All the fears

All the shadows

All the tears screams cries

Yet he is far away.....