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that feeling, when...
your neurons are filled with pop songs
yet you wish
they are filled instead
with kalamullah

a past
you never wished for
but
could not delete
no button to press
no screen to tap
no eraser to erase

only a desperation
that you will fight
yourself
the demon called 'me'

and fill every passage
in which the blood runs through
with Allah's words
and not
Bon Jovi's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!